a glitter in yr eye i caught

a glitter in yr eye i caught.

ive been unlucky once and i dun wish for it to happen again. i dun expect much seriously. i hope i can be lucky. lucky for once. confused u might have been, im also in the same state. things are a bit clearer now. i hope it can improved for the better. hai. its coming to an end. fingers crossed. i dreamt of travelling across the desert in search of a better place. i believe tt beyond the horizon lies smthg greater than determination itself but i found myself turning back. hesitation isnt the way to go. shlg i ponder and think or just go ahead. let the past be forgiven the wise once said. but regret is the one thing i cant shake off.

doomsday is in 6 wks. but tt wads i chose to be believe. redemption is wad i aspire. but i somehow dun feel the need for it. i aint satisfied with my failures. but i dun look back. i look forward. time to get rid of tt 1.3 gigbibyte icon lying on my desktop. i shall hope tt my mind rids itself of tt constant addiction of ownage. the power of trying to conquer my thoughts of gaming with fatigue often result in the weakening of my soul. there's always a light at the end of a tunnel. i tell myself. there's hope for me. for everyone. confidence is half the battle won. but there's still hard work.

i dun feel the pressure advancin' on me.
why is that so?
Am i nt being serious?
i'm in a state of despair
i cant jolt myself back to reality.
im still in dreamland.
i need to wake up.
fast.