series of unfortunate events...

series of unfortunate events...

wah. i beginning to hate weekends cos' got too much time to waste. hmm. i just cant get myself to do tutorials. im wondering when would i really wake up. i hate my lackadasical attitude. im a bloody slacker. even though im reminded that there are only 2 short months before my block test, i just cant get myself to do work. ahhh...

i pon friday. hehe. its bah's and my class birthday. 04s22. 22nd April. yupp. i went out with peirui. i was intending to go shopping for cothes and a pair of shoes. saw this ascics tracer shoe going at ard 120. one shop gave me a gd price but dont have my size. another shop got my size but was selling at 150. argh. so frustating. i didnt buy anythg. took a bus home from peninsular. i waited like forever for the bus and finally it came. it broke down after moving for like 9 metres. zzz. i went home and decided to play some dota. i couldnt even start a game for half an hour. everyone kicked me.

thought i can concentrate on my work during the weekend but turned out i was wrong again. i either played comp games or my mice. hmm i guess im gonna fail the midyrs. am i nt mature enough to be independent? 8 more months to being 18... maybe my parents can remove my comp away from my table. i hope i can stop dabbling on me being so darn slack on my nxt post. it really sucks.

casinofied.

casinofied.

cool. the casinos would be rdy by 2009. by that time, i would be out of ns. hopefully being admitted to the medicine faculty in university. haha. neither the social ills of gambling nor the 100 bucks entry fee are going to deter me from entering the casino. j/k-ing la if ure really tt worried for me. betting on soccer matches is totally different from a casino. probability of winning for the latter is much lower and also certain soccer matches can be predicted easily. gambling on games such as blackjack or baccarrat are solely based on luck. i like the stop betting when 33% of yr cash are lost or when u won 50% of yr budget. i think its a good self-control... but i only bet for fun la sometimes cos' its more exciting that way watching a match. And get rewarded too. but casino.. hmm. nah.

what about addiction to computer games? oooooh. no one pointed that out. my daily routine when i reach home would be to take a nap, then wake up have dinner, play one game of dota then proceed to do my hw or revision. i guess if i omit the 1 hour for comp games. i'd have completed more revision or tutorials. but i just need to satisfy the urge of playing. haha. irresistible. but i guess things are not as bad as it seems. unless someone really like threaten me not to play anymore. until then, i tink id continue my daily dosage of my 'drug' heh.

was observing the kayaking ppl train. hmm. i wish i wasnt kicked out. but i guess the captain just doesnt like me. their biceps are huge and 30 pull-ups surely is no kick to them. for me, i'd be contented if i could do 10. i really miss those water and land trgs. i guess my lackadasical attitude during the holidays piss some ppl off. anw it sucks nt to have a cca. everyday, my frends would like stay back for their ccas and i on the other hand get to go back early. no point. i dont do more work than them. however i slack more than them.

hmm. love's in the air for some of my frends. its that time of the year again where ppl get attached. hmm. i tink its quite fun for somebody to care for u, to send u lovely msgs when ure feeling down, to go out with you if u feel like catching a movie, to do revision with u... i certainly do miss out on all these things. oh lovely creatures...

i hate mice.
irritating 4-legged midgets.

u're fired.

u're fired

donald trump was quite surprising today at the apprentice. he fired two ppl - e project manager & e girl tt couldnt work tog with the team. hmm. cant play dota now. so tv is my main source of entertainment after books. 'what woman want' shown on 5 was fantastic. features mel gibson being this guy who can read ppl mind. yea literally, he can hear those thoughts reaching out to him. hehe. he gets a new outlook of life and soon falls n love and finally is able to understand what woman really wants.

yayy, i got my allowance. dad is cool with me now. hmm. have to change for the better bit by bit starting from this week. read thru' keynesian and found nthg tt i could understand abt. damn. im all rdy for econs remedial. i hope im nt too late by wanting to learn now. sch sucks and it's totally boring. but heh, i feel motivated to come to sch whenever i tink of smthg. yea it just stays in my mind throughout the whole day in sch...

Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now
niteee.

nthg done on a sat.

nthg done on a sat

shit. 7 more months to the A's and im still fooling ard with my tutorials and dota. maybe my father was right. we had a huge argument. he wanted to use the comp when i was in the midst of a dota game. yupp. he got me d/c immediately by switching off the electricity. i shouted at him. freaking. who wont be angry... he then threatened to cut off my expenses, phone and internet. damn. now i have to get my allowance from my mum. computer games really screw you up sometimes. no actually most of the time. my class girls are right. i shuld stop this... but i just cant stop thinking abt the game. help me... yea and my dad promised to smash my cpu with a hammer if i would to ever on that game again. we shall see whether my comp survive the weekend.

back to reading my book - area 7.