to tell the truth.
ive nvr been actually online in a long time. being immersed in a different world altogether doesnt count rite. but i do master a few things, like actually typin without the need to see the keyboard. cuz it may in fact cost me my life ;D
lets see. my year all began with the enlistment of army. 7 jan. a date i wld always rmb as dat is my dad birthdate. i started out like any other 18 yr old, trying to get a grip of life, taking thgs for granted, havin plain fun without ever thinkin of the underlying consequences, nt childish bt just nt yet grown up. almost a yr later, i transformed into someone who actually cares abt the ppl ard me and i feel like an adult finally. taking care of my finances, my bills, and yea ownership of my men.
it has been a long year? not without exams n stress of trying to be the cream of the crop in sch or tryin to impress girls half the time. time flies while ure out having outfield training. 5 days seem like nthg. n weekends feel like eternity. the three stripes i wear on my arm really means a lot to me. all the blood n sweat ive been thru. it might be peanuts compared to ocs trainin. but in fact im rather thankful. it feels so different when u sit down in a theatre n watch those cliched themed army adverts. inspired u may seem but its bullshit. soldiers arent heroes. certainly nt symbols of idolism. but juz normals who want to stay on the front n fight with their brothers in arms without fanfare or glory. *sigh.
stranger than fiction is one of a kind. it seems so corny as it starts out as "This is a story about a man named harold crick. And his wristwatch." yes. he begins to hear his life being chronicled by a narrator only he can hear. and the narrator, a autor of tragic novels is unaware that her protagonist is infact alive and uncontrollably guided by her words. yup his life is determined by wad she writes. n she doesnt realise it until one fine incident occured. its cool when u see reality n fiction collide when finally harold realises that he is gonna die like the charactor which it might eventually did. an ingenious film indeed.
well 2006 has been a year of truths, deception n even sorrows. several of my friends lost somthing so dear to them. hope they stay strong knowin' that their frends would always stand by them in these times of crisis. life is unpredictable so live it yr fullest =) seeya nxt yr peeps.
